Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Having been blown out, the candle is still as match hovers above striker.

It's been three months since my last post. A lot has changed.

It seems that the Grrl and I are apart now. This is a terrible thing because the Grrl is a truly amazing partner, friend, and lover for me, and I still deeply crave her presence in my world.

For myself, I'm trying to accept this idea of being single again. This journal has always been about sex. It's challenging for me to write about sex right now because, right now it seems less enjoyable to do so. This journal was originally intended as a way for me to express the sexuality that she and I shared together, and it's going to take a moment before I get used to the idea of using it to express my own sexuality without her around me.

But I'll persevere, and in the big picture, everything will be fine. Those of you who have been reading faithfully, from you I ask for your indulgence. Thanx.